Hey Trouble, Where do I start ? There’s so much going round in my head. People don’t get why I’m so upset over you , or they think I should be over you by now, or they think I don’t have any right to be upset about you. The things people say to me hurt…

Alright Handsome, Still missing you enormously. People say “you’ll get over it ” , I don’t believe you do. I’ve read that you learn to carry it and live with it. Carry it ? I can’t even pick it up. I’d say you are the backdrop to my days but you’re much more prominent than…