I’ve felt lonely before, but nothing quite on this scale. We live in the age of social media where people flippantly write posts urging everyone to #bekind and claiming to be all clued up on mental health issues and a myriad of other things. In reality it’s all bullshit, they’re much happier to ignore the whole thing. They’re happy to wait until you sort yourself out, when actually they don’t give a flying fuck if you’re alright or not. People avoid talking to you, unless it’s something they need to get off their chest. This last few weeks I’ve found myself pulling away from the world more and more. A few months ago he told me he was feeling down and had been having panic attacks and when he had told someone they laughed at him. Who the fuck does that ? It made me feel so sad, sad because I know how it feels. I wouldn’t wish the struggle I’m having at the moment on anyone. I’m way past caring about anyone. Life can get you like that.

Girl-Almighty