A little like the weather at the moment my emotions are all over the place. My feelings fluctuate throughout the day and into the night, it can feel exhausting mentally and physically. Lately there’s been times just drift off, watching the rain and listening to the rhythmic patter on the windows. It’s soothing in a way to just let my mind go blank, to just be caught up in watching and listening to the rainfall. A few moments of peace. Life is sort of restarting again. I’ve been making plans, some have had to be adapted because a part of some of them is gone. However I’m still determined. I feel guilty thinking about the future but remaining in this fugue state isn’t helpful or very practical. It’ll be kind of nice to have some semblance of normality again, albeit a new different normal. I feel very different about so many things now, but I suppose that’s inevitable. I think everything shifts and changes for everyone through life, feelings , relationships, circumstances, careers. You just have to roll with whatever happens and make the best of it. Embrace whatever makes you happy and cherish every single second.

Girl- Almighty