Alright Handsome,

Still missing you enormously. People say “you’ll get over it ” , I don’t believe you do. I’ve read that you learn to carry it and live with it. Carry it ? I can’t even pick it up. I’d say you are the backdrop to my days but you’re much more prominent than that. Stupid little things remind me of you all the time , fucking daft eh ? It all still feels a little surreal , you being gone, it’s hard to believe that big, strong you isn’t here anymore. You were the happiest times of my life. You were the most amazing person I’ve ever met and I waited such a long time to meet you. I’d give anything right now for a hug , I feel so alone, I can’t tell you how lonely I am. What am I going to do ? I wish you were here to talk to , I don’t have anyone else. I miss you beyond measure.

Love Always

Girl Almighty