Hello babe

It’s scary how quickly everything can change isn’t it ? How things can just fall apart. All I cared about was your happiness and what you wanted, you know I was always there for you if you needed me. You always used to say it takes two, but others don’t see it that way, they think I’m the only one who should shoulder the responsibility of you and I. It’s always been that way, it’s always been the other woman’s sole fault. It’s a lot sometimes though, the weight of other people’s judgment. Everything is black and white to them. You didn’t help when you were less than honest a couple of years ago. You gave the best sqidges, if I used to say I wanted to give you one you’d say squidge away and you’d laugh. I could do with one now, it’d be lovely to rest my head and just feel peaceful, I miss those moments so much and I miss you even more. It’s hard being made to feel that my feelings aren’t valid, that I’m not allowed to feel broken because you’re gone. To be made to feel that I’m not allowed to love you. It’s a really lonely world now you’re gone. I’m sending you the biggest squidge, I love you so much.

💔

Girl Almighty