Hey Big Lad,

Today’s been a really hard one. I read something earlier that made me think of the bad times we had , there were a few , of course there was. Times that really hurt. It’s just really got to me , fucking daft eh ?

I just feel so stuck and scared, I’m such a mess. I’m sorry I upset your son with my writing. Everything is so fucked up isn’t it ?

The daftest little things remind me of you , even cheese on fucking toast. I’m really lonely Nige, I can’t bear it. You made me feel safe for the first time in my life. It’s so difficult now , I don’t have anyone who understands. There was so much I wanted to say tonight to you but I’ve gotten too upset, and my head is hurting with crying, I’m sorry.

I love you 💔❤

Girl Almighty