So December is right around the corner and before we know it 2024 will be here. It’s hard to think of a new year starting, a year you’ll not be a part of. It seems so wrong, time marching on without you being around. Yet it does and it feels like you’re going further away, I know that sounds daft but it’s what it feels like. The hole you’ve left is huge and nothing can fill it. I never believed anything could hurt this much and for so long. I think I’m resigned to the fact that this feeling is never going to go away and that’s really difficult to bear. Days just drift into each other , the days into months but I’m not living , just drifting through time. I try to pull myself together but I’m really struggling. I hope deep down you knew how special you were, you were one in a million.

❤

Girl Almighty