Hey Handsome

It’s been a bit , but I’ve been reyt cream crackered these past few weeks. You’ve still been in my thoughts everyday though , still missing you loads you know. Been thinking about different little memories of you. When you sometimes used to tell me you were outside and I’d look out of my window and you’d be there , your beautiful face smiling up at me. When the weather was nice and sometimes you’d send me a pic of you with your top off , you cheeky bugger. The time you were wearing a blue and white loom band bracelet that you told me had been made for you. It was one of the cutest things I’ve ever seen. You , big , strong and I loved how gentle you could be sometimes.  It’d be lovely to just lay  holding each other, just feeling that easy comfort , to just shut everything out. I once read somewhere that you can pay people just to cuddle,  but it wouldn’t be the same would it. I’ll have to settle for my body pillow. I still have those flashes , those moments,  where I think you’re still here , I think maybe there will always be those moments. Love and miss you loads trouble , as I used to tell you , you’re an impossible act to follow. Love you xx

Girl Almighty