Hi Nige ,

Just a quick one tonight,  today has been a beautiful day  weather wise, it may even  have been a ‘you full kit off in your shed looking fit af’ kind of day. God I miss you , I wish you could have been saved. What’s wrong with me ? Why does it still hurt this much ? 😔

I still can’t quite believe it a lot of the time , maybe I just don’t want to believe it. Memories everywhere it’s so much sometimes. How do people move on ? How do they have moments of happiness? Gonna go sign off for tonight because my face looks like a wet tomato from crying. I’m just missing you so much , I love you naughty boy xx 😢💔