Hi

It’s been one of those strange days today , you know where you just feel uneasy in yourself. I went past where your accident happened today , the sign has finally gone. I’m grateful to whoever took it down , but needless to say , I wish it had never needed to be put up in the first place. I’ve got a scan appointment on Saturday,  you would have put me at ease about it. I know I’m being a mardy arse , but you would have made the stress go away , if only for a little while. I never took those moments with you for granted,  I wish they’d been more. It’s still such a shock, and there are still those moments where my my breath catches in my throat. A song , a sound , a smell, a place , a memory and tears prick my eyes. Night , night , sleep gently xx