Hello Nige,

So it was your birthday last Saturday,  you would have rocked being 48. You grew more handsome with every year that passed. It’s still so hard to believe that you’re gone. Sometimes it still doesn’t seem real. There are days when it feels especially hard not having anyone I can talk to about you, who knew just how amazing you were. Last Saturday was one of those days. From the moment I wake up you’re there, in my thoughts,  and you remain there until I’m laid in bed at night trying to get some sleep. I think of all our moments,  and it’s killing me knowing no new ones will be added. I still feel like I let you down, because of what we’d said to each other. I’m sorry 🥺💔

Got to go , bloody crying again , snot and tears everywhere

Girl Almighty