So I bought two project books , one I’m going to use on a personal level , trying to take better care of myself. The other I’m using on a professional level , I need a plan moving forward. Writing it down makes me feel like I might actually be able to control some elements of my life. I haven’t been taking care of myself and I really need to. Some parts of my life I just can’t control ,as much as I’d like to. I’ve been giving myself such a hard time. I can’t tell you how much I’d love to have a hug , just to feel relaxed and comforted. Maybe a year from now nothing will have changed, but I’ve got to try something. I’m so unhappy at the moment and I’m hurting so very much , the person who could have made it feel better is gone , and I’m stuck in this neverwhere. Maybe I’ll look at some ways that may help me deal with the way I’m feeling. Here’s hoping.

Girl Almighty