Evening Nige . Happy Christmas Handsome. I’m sorry I didn’t write earlier,  i’ve been  asleep in bed much of the day. It’s that time of the year that really makes you think isn’t it ? I hope if there is anything after you feel peaceful and happy. Sometimes though I wish I could ask you if the lies you lived were all worth it. In the end , what was it all for ? Every step you took , brought us all to this point and sometimes it’s hard thinking that different things would have changed this end result. It really concerned you what other people thought of you and how they perceived you. That’s a terrible way to live , because those people will barely give you a second thought now. There’s plenty more I want to say but today isn’t the day for it all. Once again Merry Christmas Darling , you missing all this living will never be alright. Sleep gently beautiful man , I love you ❤💙💔

Girl Almighty