Hey Trouble,

Here we are , in October already, soon it will be two and half years since you passed away. Still it feels so unbelievable, it sounds like a long time, but I remember it like it was yesterday. Seeing your name come up , knowing from my experience on ED that it was really bad. The red phone ringing , that resus cubicle being prepared. I remember so well the days just sitting at home , just hoping and praying that you’d pull through, not knowing how you were doing. I bought some beautiful new photo frames the other week , you’ll always have a place wherever i am. You felt like home to me , you made a heavy day lighter , just by being around , just by being you. They’ll never be another you , and despite everything I’m glad you were a part of my life. I’m still trying to find a new way of living , it feels like there is a lot to navigate. I crave your touch , a hug , I just wish I could feel the way you made me feel again. I love you so much xx

Girl Almighty