The Girl Almighty

  • How can you mend a broken heart ?

    Hello babe It’s scary how quickly everything can change isn’t it ? How things can just fall apart. All I cared about was your happiness and what you wanted, you know I was always there for you if you needed me. You always used to say it takes two, but others don’t see it that…

  • Little Girl Lost

    Hi Big Lad Well here we are at the start of another new month without you. I cry myself hollow over you every single day without exception. You’re death has completely shattered me, it’s hit so very hard. I know there’s all those old clichés, you know the ones, it’ll get better in time, it’ll…

  • Too many questions, not enough answers

    So many questions and no answers. Why can’t I pull myself together? Why am I finding everything so difficult? I don’t know why I can’t just dust myself off and get on with everyday life. I don’t know why I’m finding the day to day so hard , other people manage it so why can’t…

  • Hey Trouble

    Hey Trouble, Where do I start ? There’s so much going round in my head. People don’t get why I’m so upset over you , or they think I should be over you by now, or they think I don’t have any right to be upset about you. The things people say to me hurt…

  • I Miss You

    Alright Handsome, Still missing you enormously. People say “you’ll get over it ” , I don’t believe you do. I’ve read that you learn to carry it and live with it. Carry it ? I can’t even pick it up. I’d say you are the backdrop to my days but you’re much more prominent than…

  • Happy Birthday Handsome

    Happy Birthday trouble, how’s it going? You should be here you know , enjoying your day, getting spoiled by the people who love you. You’ve left the hugest hole and everythings changed. Been thinking about your smile, that cheeky face , you bugger. I hope you’re enjoying your birthday, things aren’t the same down here…

  • One Step At A Time

    This week has been a tough one , I think I’ve really acknowledged how scared I am at the moment. Last night I just really needed a hug, all I wanted was to feel his arms around me , my head resting on his chest. I miss that easy feeling of contentment,  that feeling of…

  • Breathe in, breathe out

    Alright Handsome Another week almost over. You know of all the days, the crying days , the ‘what if’ days, the ‘why you’ days , the wishing I was wherever you are now days, it’s the angry days I hate the most. I’ve had a few of those this past week and the angry days…

  • Big Girls Cry When Their Hearts Are Breaking

    Well by some minor miracle I’ve dragged myself through another week. Oh don’t get me wrong I’m still a total mess. Back to bouts of crying in public (and private of course), and I still haven’t managed to get my arse back to work. Everything has sort of lost all meaning to be honest. I’ve…

  • Tattoos, Tears, Tablets & Tramlines

    Hi Handsome, What a roller coaster week it’s been. So I had a memorial tattoo done for you and M has done an amazing job. Some of your handwriting is at the side, it’s beautiful, I hope you like it. I still just take one day at a time , I’m still in quite a…