This week I’ve full on eaten my feelings, I seriously need to rein it in. I’m out of control. My spending is on another level as well. This week I’ve spent £220 on skincare, £116 on lounge wear to put on at home and £80 on 2 silk pillowcases. I can’t quite explain it but I pin my hopes on all this stuff making me feel better, bloody stupid. I know this big drive to change is because I’m low. Ignoring the spending for a moment I’ve got a bit of me time planned next week, facial , waxing and yoga/pilates class all booked. My confidence is none existent at the moment. Nige always made me feel good and really lifted me up , since he passed, the confidence he gave me has dwindled away to zero. I’m always looking for things to try to remedy that. Going to try and be much better with my food from tomorrow,  wish me luck.

Girl Almighty