Hello Handsome, I had a blog post written and ready for today , but it wasn’t this one. In a different life our baby/ child would have been eleven years old this Friday just gone, but Jude (the name I picked ) is now a story for another day.

Scrolling on Facebook today I was shocked to see your face on a news article, it came totally out of left field. So the driver of the car that hit you apparently was in court today and he’s pleaded guilty to a charge of  careless driving or something. I hate him , I know that’s horrible,  but I do , I really , really hate him. The tears are threatening to fall , but I’m at work and I’m trying so hard to hold myself together. It was a shock , and there’s nobody I can really talk to about it. I’m struggling to get the right words out so I’ll probably talk to you later. I love you , I miss you.

Girl Almighty