Hello Beautiful Boy, still a bit stunned about yesterday, I’m glad there has been some accountability for what happened to you, but it doesn’t change the fact that you’re gone. It still hurts as much as it did three years ago. I can’t quite find the right words to explain what I’m feeling today, and what I felt yesterday when I saw the news article. Day off today , so I’m letting my emotions out and having a good cry. I’m such a mess without you around. I wish you could have been saved , but most of all, I wish it had never happened. You’re missed so very much and nothing will ever fix that. I need a minute so I’ll talk to you later. I love you , always.

Girl Almighty