Bit early again but that’s OK. Quite a bit of gin has been consumed tonight and it’s just been one of those days. So let’s have a recap on where the changes are at , the food and exercise started well but have slipped a little as we get towards the end of the month. My sleeping is absolutely pants , I can’t seem to get into a good routine to get a healthy amount of sleep. Lately I’ve been falling to sleep at about 1am but waking between 2 and 3am and feeling low and emotional. Looking at photos,  crying my eyes out, it’s no way to exist.

Took this photo earlier, I just thought it would be a lovely spot for a date. How nice would it be to back in a time where that was possible ? Meeting someone and falling for them, finding a connection,  butterflies in your stomach , your hand in theirs. Wanting to spend every day of your life trying to make every day of their life amazing. To have a friend , an ally , a lover. Someone to share the mundane and the magical.

Tomorrow is a new day and I’ll try my best to make better choices , to effect change in my life in whatever ways I can. My god though I miss human connection more than I can articulate.

Night

Girl Almighty