Cards on the table , I really miss sex. I know it’s maybe not the done thing to talk about it, but I do. I miss that contented fuzzy feeling it leaves in it’s wake. I miss the endorphins dancing round my brain making life happy and amazing. I miss having that connection where you both like and want the same things , you have those shared desires. Now I can’t even have a wank without breaking down. Sorry to be crass.

I think as humans we need that physical contact , skin on skin ,  the ultimate act of trust. I miss lying with someone who makes me feel safe and secure, who I feel comfortable with in that vulnerable situation.

The loneliness I feel is unbearable, to be honest.I’ve been feeling very low and emotional today. I’ve cried for a big part of it. I don’t know what to do , I really don’t. How I’d love to feel a pair of strong arms around me , holding me close , comforting and safe 😔

Girl Almighty